Hating My Sister

She's 21. She's pretty. She's fun-loving. But is really shy, an introvert, and stubborn. I do not know how fun-loving and being an introvert can at the same time describe a person.

Anyway, I didn't get the chance to be close to my younger sister. I was away from my family since I was 13 and came back home when I was 21. Our age gap is 7 years. Being the eldest, I love superiority. I do not want my siblings talking back to me. I want them to follow my orders, which isn't much.

There were multiple times that we disagree in anything. She yelled back at me one time and that was the last time I thought of talking to her. She is just so hateful!!!! But after that, she acted as if nothing happened.

Here is my case:

-- My parents spent fortune for her Nursing education that she didn't continue and then shifted to a Marketing course which she again didn't continue.

-- Her grades while she was still in school was oh-never-mind. [I cried when I saw it]

-- She was in a motorcycle accident that left her unconscious for a couple of minutes, and that made her special in our home.

-- She refuses to help in household chores.

-- She would go out anytime without even asking our parents for permission or even just telling them where she was going.

Anyway, I'm just so mad at her right now. Those were just some of her hateful attitudes. My mind is blocked right now. I don't know what to do. My hands are so cold and my face is heating up. I want to scream. She just went past my mother earlier and went out of the house.

I want to talk to her but I could just get emotional, which I do not want in our encounter.

This isn't a hub. More like my instant online diary.